after the phone call i just want to mention how its amazing that a few months can change everything i lived for in the past. and i know this is just a phase that im going through, but for this moment thats my stand, and im living well with it (: really am happiest this way.. its called moving on.

today's the last training and hockey finals are 2 days away. it marks the day we win champions and im done and over with it. relieved? totally. because its not been easy at all and i can finally rest. it was 100% worth it and i've no regrets being a part of vj hockey because at the end, its not just about a divisions and being benched all the time, its about the entire year plus of events, learning more than i ever did in my life and it being the biggest part of my 2years in school. no doubt unhappiness, drama, team conflicts, damn lousy coach (sorry but no doubt) but its all been worth it. haha. just emo-ing here because im damn free on a tuesday night. and awaiting thursday, 3pm at delta complex.